No More Lil Miss Princess . . .










i am sick...



and mommy daddy and nana went malaysia.




dawn's at simba's place.



ah yi's workin...



elaine was with lame..



so...



i was alone at home...



i woke up... drink some milk... and ate expired bread by accident...




who on earth will put expired and haven expired bread side by side.. =.=




i wouldnt realise it even if i m not sick... wads more i m sick now...



i felt disgusted... and didnt wanna eat for the rest of the day anymore..




i laid on the bed for whole day... didnt wanna get down the bed for water or wadsoever..



i m too lazy and weak... i dun feel too good..



which makes my old gastric prob actin up a lil...



but its oki.. i jus try not to move so tt it wont hurt tt much...




den.. i realised..



for dunno how long and dunno from when.... he had always been takin care of me and my everyting..



keepin himself lik 1 message away...




esp when my family went bck to malaysia...



or when i fell sick...




so unknowingly. . . i've long lost the ability to take care of myself ...




i wil forget to take my meals and drink water without seein food delivered infront of me.




i became freakin useless...




its time to learn to take care of urself grace...




buck up with ur survival instinct...




ain't nobody gonna be ther for u anymore..




pls stop lyin ther and pretend dead...



mmmx... oki.. i'll try...



fuckin expired bread...



i bet i will get even more sick now...