I WANT IT NOW!

I REALLY REALLY WANT

THAT LEOPARD PREENS BACKPACK.

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I want a Holga camera like NOW.

A fallen leaf.

A dying heart...

Blessings in the air.

Blessings in disguise.

My cocaine.

My ecstasy.

My weed.

My bff.

Destined to be alone

I'm not happier...

What is this?

Gloom

我很不快乐.

Life's a Dilemma

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Love is often overrated.

Hate is often an understatement.

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Food is cheap therapist.

I'm constantly hunger recently.

Been eating like a fat caterpillar.

Fuck it.

Differences make worlds drift apart.

Last week, fatty dog sat on my mirror and broke it.

Yesterday, fatty me stepped on my own mirror and shattered it.

Like owner like dog.

Every negativity, there's an underlying positivity.

This is not my friend Jiaxin.

I didn't edit her photo to conceal her identity.

And that is not a very thick bangs.

And I don't want to hide under her bushy bangs when I play hide and seek.

And she never reject me when I asked for permission to hide under it.

That is not my friend Jiaxin.

Doubts.

Whatislove..?

Change is optional. But definitely not my option.

It's been long.

Too long.

And I guess I've never learn how to get used to it all along.

It's a vicious cycle by which different individuals had been swirled in with me.

Acceptance is insufficient.

I need to be understood.

However I do know my appetite for accommodation is insatiable.

I do not try to justify for my shortcomings.

I am pretty flawed in my perception.

And my ideals can be unacceptably warped.

My obstinacy often demands for compromising.

I'm not a least bit endearing.

The high level of character deficiency in me can be absolutely repulsive.

It takes true understanding to attained genuine embracement.

Suffocation

Does all these come in

the same package for everyone?