grace...

life at poly is so tirin...


go to sch early and ends late... fuck!



i m so bored... nobody pei me go smoke durin my break..


i have to quietly make my way out and smoke at the gate and quietly walk bck.. B-o-r-i-n...


mmmx.. i m stil decidin whether to cont to be in sp vball... well... i tink i didnt play too badly but the trainin ends at ard 8 plus each time and it realli tires me out...


tis wil realli affect my studies man.... omg.. wad a hard decision to make.. to join or not to join~


mmmx... i wil be joinin the u-19 com during june... so... should i go vball trg at sp so tt i can regain my form faster?


i feel so lonely and weird.. playin wif team mates which are totally strangers to me.... alt i m quite a loner at trg i tink... haas.. i onli went for the trg once and pon the rest due to sch work... dunno sp vball stil wans me anot... haha..


oki.. shall go take a look again on wed to see if they havin trg... if they don wan me oso nvm... haha... jus take it as fate wans me to study more.. ^^


i so long nv play vball as a team wif jx and the other girls... tink i wil be the lousiest player among them... haas... wonder when wil we meet up to have a trainin tgt... mmmx.. hope it's an indorr trg.. haas...

i hATE MY DAD.

Dad.

i hate u.


i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u

hi dad.



i hate u.



bye fucker.

Grace Is Gone

i feel so sick and tired OF EVERYTING..!!!!


well..u can actu see from the way i blog now..


i am realli tired..i don hav the strength to go on..


nobody's ther for me..


i jus wanna lie down and sleep...


hey dad... stop all ur fuckin nonsense...


i've had enough and realli stressed out..


i am very very tired...


please...


unless i kill u..?


fine.. i wil consider... bastard..

My Movie?

ha ha....

Dear readers, todae's post is gonna a lil boring... coz.. i m bored.



i've got so many tings to do but yet to be done....


i need to buy my new mouse,
need to study and complete the prepmaths tests,
need to sell my hp away to get a new hp,
need to collect my pay from tangs,
need to return my uniforn to my pills company and get my pay,
need to do someting diff to my fucking ugly straight hair
need to buy a cap maybe?
need to change my wardrobe and dressing style
need to save and scrimp so tt i could fulfill my birthdae wish
need to continue to look for a weekend job
need to get out of my house and get new frens
need to try to find new peeps to fill up the empty spaces in my life
need to get back my 10 bucks from elaine ooi...


i dunno... my life still feels empty despite all those shit i've yet to do.

i realised i often find myself alone..

so often that i almost dislike company at times..

mmm... i wil be turnin 17 soon... time realli flies...

i don even noe when my life started to change...

i've overlooked time all tis while so
time crept away quietly leavin me behind...

i've nv tot of growin up... but upon seeing all the ones ard gettin busy and carry on with their lives...
i know its time for me to carry on with mine too..


however, i wil nv wan to be frozen in time...

as this period of my life is miserable...

lets move on...

wadever wil change, wil change...

wadever wil be, wil be...

friends, possesions, beliefs, surroundings, relations

ther's nothing u can hold on to forever..

ther's time for everything to be let go..

its jus sooner or later...

despite with much pain or happiness...

life is jus lik sand...

it will still slip away eventually even if it's held tight in our hands...




sorry for the borin post.. but its my blog FUCKERS~!!

HA HA HA HA!!@#!@#